Did you know that every family has their own system made up of rules and roles? If you all the sudden stop doing what you’re expected to, or performing your role, the system gets thrown off in a big way. How do we form roles or rules? How can one person get stuck in a rut to be a specific way, such as the family rebel or the family peace maker? I had the role of being the only girl, so being a little bit spoiled came with that and the role pretty much formed because I was the only girl, imagine that! Some roles are not formed so easily. The role of peace maker happens in almost every family in different ways. My brother Spencer was more so the peace maker in our house, he just had the personality for it and it naturally fell on him. Like a system though, as we perform our roles the system can work together, with some boundaries or rules. As we work together we can help, support and teach one another. I don’t know about you, but working with or around my three brothers was not always my favorite and we used to get on each others nerves quite a bit, that resulted in fighting. When rules are implemented and followed, we work a lot better together.
When I was about 6 or 7yrs old, we moved to a new house in a little Utah neighborhood. There were a few girls my age and I was so excited to make new friends. One of the girls invited me over to play on her swing set in her backyard and I didn’t think to run inside and tell my mom first. When my mom finally found me, she was so mad and I was grounded for a week! I knew better after that, to never go somewhere without telling my mom, it was a rule I then knew very well. I got some negative feedback that reinforced not doing that ever again and I never did! That is how rules are formed. Through our experiences we can get feedback that a behavior is okay or not okay. When we go to other peoples houses, we may learn a certain word is okay to say or that crying can get you what you want, but when you go home and try it out it may not work because each family has their own rules.
Your family system that you grow up in can really shape who you become and you may seek to be the peacemaker in your future home if that is the role you are familiar with. I was usually the listener for my friends and when I made more friends, it was usually because they liked to talk and I would listen, as that is what I was familiar with. It took a long time for me to start breaking that trend and it has caused some hurt in relationships where I was usually there to listen. I had a lot of negative feedback from some friends because they felt like I was no longer willing to listen to them, which was not true at all but I can see how that is what they felt. I just wanted to be heard every once in a while and even when I would share, they quickly made it all about them again or they would interrupt. It distanced us and I sometimes wonder who I would be now if I didn’t change. I still cherish those friendships, but I have learned to look for healthier friendships and I found a spouse that meets me equally, he wants to hear about my day and talk about things going on with me, as I like to do that with him too. I am so glad that I realized why I wasn’t feeling validated in certain relationships and started to become more vulnerable with others, I have never felt so loved and I have some great people in my life that I know truly care.
Taking a little turn from rules and roles we all have, I thought something was super interesting the other day that I learned. Boundaries are important, they are really healthy and they are good to establish early on. When we moved to Washington I was 8years old, almost 9. We had a huge backyard in our new house and the new neighborhood had lots of kids, similar to our old neighborhood in Utah. My brothers and I loved to play night games and so we quickly became friends with the other kids. Most of our backyards didn’t have fences and we LOVED it as kids. We had one huge yard pretty much to play in all day and night. It started to become a problem though, kids would come into our backyard when we were not home and just start jumping on our trampoline. That could be a law suit waiting to happen as trampolines are easy to hurt yourself on. Boundaries or fences can be really important to show that we have rules and we want to be friends, but we also are a family first. This last paragraph was a little random and maybe didn’t quite make sense to some people as to why I shared it. I do know however that we should always put our families needs and safety above anything else. Boundaries can help us do that! I would love to hear other peoples ideas on this! Comment below if you thought of something you wanted to share!! 🙂
